An honest letter written by a broken heart

*Written April 08

Hey. I really didn't know what to do about us. I am honestly surprised at my courage to let go of something I like so much. I am fully aware that we both created something where two totally different people existed together and that the timing of such has been the cause of the end. I would like to say that it is because we are too different but I feel it is not about that. I hear you resonating these words of 'maybe we are just too different' in your head but allow me to elaborate.

Our differences would have been what makes a relationship like ours stronger because a relationship survives on discovered and adaptation. You and I have differences. You are logical, practical and independent. I, on the other hand, am passionate, creative and exist to please and engage those around me. 

IF FALLING IN LOVE WAS SUMMISED BY A SIMULTANEOUS EQUATION THEN WE'VE GOT IT. We had it.

However, falling in love isn't that simple and I believe that our situation is impacted by our circumstance. Neither of us were particularly ready for a relationship. You have a world that doesn't have time for the kind of relationship that I offer - currently. That is no reflection on you. This merely shows us that time serves great purpose in finding someone and we have met at the wrong time - perhaps. Perhaps this is an excuse for me to find comfort in my own rationale.

In the mean time, London can be a lonely place if you don't reach out... and I know you. Just because I can't share a relationship with you, it doesn't mean I won't stop caring for you as a friend. 

Remember, we may have our differences but wouldn't the world be boring if everyone was the same?