My purpose in life, my fulfilment in my career, my satisfaction in lust and contentment in love. It's all about what I'm here to achieve, particularly living in London. We only have a short time in our lives to take what we learn and apply it to something we want. Most of us, career wise, don't know what we want, or the career we want comes at the cost of some sacrificial priority, like love, location, family or, most oftenly, finance. Sometimes it is difficult to make those sacrifices and sometimes it is too easy. Right now I'm having a similar (i'm gonna say) 'crisis' in that whilst I'm earning money and progressing my paid job (not one I aspired to have or continue to see a future in), I'm letting my priorities slip in acheiving my goal of being a comfortable, life-loving businessman who works for what he wants or thinks will work.
I'm an ideas-boy. A mass-debater (erm) and a creative at heart. I'm a poetic, a chaotic individual and life-loving person who wants so much to achieve. Whether it be the musical I dream of writing or the new fictional story concept I've started, maybe the business idea I've been working on and the project that goes alongside it. Either way, I will continue to have my epiphanies of what I want to do and will finish as much of them as possible, but I'm telling you, having unfinished Epiphanies makes life totally worth living and makes the difficulties of finding that absolute happiness much much much more exciting.